freeyourinnerdemon

I'm in P.E. just chilling by myself when i get a text from Brycen. "i am sorry, it was for your best." "what?" "i'm just so worried..." I'm so confused. just as i am about to reply, my teacher gets a call. "Elizabeth Montgomery to check out." That's odd, i wonder what for. i got back to the classroom and grab my books. i leave a note on Nancy's desk saying i checked out. I walk up to the front office and i see my mom. And my dad? Why are they BOTH here? as i get closer, i see tears in my mom's eyes. And a bunch of folded papers in her hand. I stop in shock,. that is when i realize why they are here. Why Brycen is acting so weird. What those t

My eyes open. It takes a while for my eyes to focus. God, I am so comfy. So warm. But where am I? I look around a see Luke. Omygosh, I totally forgot about last night! What if he was too drunk to remember?! I quickly get dressed, grab Elli, and leave. In the car on the way home, I get a call. It's from Luke. Okay, just breathe. "Hey Luke." "Why did you leave so early?" "Oh... you know... Elli wanted to go home." "Oh yeah, I totally get it." He replies. Awkward science. "So..." he says, “about last night..." HE REMEMBERED! “Yeah?” I say. “Well, what does this make us now?” I think for a second. “I&helli

Today will be great. Everyone is on a field trip except for Me, Allyson, Nancy, and Priya. Nancy is the cutest, most adorable black girl I've ever met. She is the sun that pushes the clouds away. Priya acts so sweet and innocent but truly she is like me. i love it. i love them to death. Our little group is everything to me. Brycen stayed home today. i don't know why. I mean, i know he is not sick. It is weird how he has been acting lately. Just weird. Right now we are is Mrs. Tilly's class. All we do is sit and talk. This is so much better than school work, but now i have to go to P.E.

All day, all we do it laugh about Trixie! except for Brycen. i mean, he laughs but he doesn't seem comfortable around me lately. even since i gave him that note... hmm. i'll go talk to him. "hey, Brycen," i call to him. "you've been distant lately. you wanna hang out with weekend?" i smile at him. He refuses to make eye contact with me. "oh... I... uh... i'll have to see. well, i got to go to class, bye." he hurries away. that was odd. class doesn't stat for 5 minuets. he is acting so weird, like he has a secret.

"i know this us Elizabeth and Allyson!" says trixie to Zach three days later. We already got what we wanted so... "how'd you find out?" "OMG!, it is you! you bitches!" Allyson and I are laughing so hard! this is hysterical. The next day, everyone who asks, we show them the screenshot of Trixie's messages she sent to Zachary Everheart. We write down everyone who knows about the messages. Almost 50 people! And that is only the people that we showed the conversation to. i bet people who know tell their friends. then their friends tell their friends! ah! this is great!

what a flirt! a week has passed and Trixie is such a slutty flirt with Zach! "you do cute smiley faces." "Blonde moment! whoops!" "hehehehe you're hot" Ew. today we finally get it out of her. "so how far have you gone with a guy?" she didn't even hesitate to tell. "not all the way but almost. we were getting it on but his sister cam in so we flipped." omygosh! perfect! we save the messages. we got her.

im sorry im ugly. im sorry im a handful. im sorry im fat. im sorry im not perfect. im sorry i couldn't help you understand. im sorry im embarassing. im sorry for saying the things i said. im sorry for letting you slip through my fingers. im sorry for letting you change. im sorry i am dumb. im sorry i am clingy. im sorry that i pushed you away. i just miss you... a lot...